I have noticed that lately I have become very cynical. Not being able to subscribe to any particular belief system has taken it's toll I suppose but it's more than that. You see i just cant stand being lied to these days.....i find it difficult to have effective work relationships with people as they are constantly telling lies...whether it be "I will be there tomorrow to do that" or the boss just not giving it to me straight it seems to me that people just cant stop telling lies.....and usually about the most ridiculous of things....
I wonder will there be a day when everyone alive baring babies tells a lie at exactly the same moment in time and god if there is such a thing just says that's it I've had enough of these fucking ejits and poof we all disappear.......
anyway like Wilson says if you happen to notice you are being a cosmic schmuck everything becomes OK again and the more times you notice you are being a cosmic schmuck the better it will get for you and those who surround you. I think I just realised I was being a bit of a Cosmic Schmuck.....it hasn't helped yet but it will in the long run, I hope....
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I've become a "cosmic schmuck".. I've become intolerant to insencerity...I'm intolerant to freaking bastards from Ireland singing "America the Beautiful" for his "American subscribers.." and then going on about how the most wonderful day of his life was when he got his 200th sub...:P
I didn't come to youtube to play the popularity game.. If I wanted to do that.. I can go outside and have shallow converstations with people who talk about their job.. or better yet, what is the newest latest thing they will be buying. It doesn't happen too often because I don't work in a shop and I don't want it to happen...maybe if I was forced into a livelyhood where I was made to be polite to idiots (including myself!!!) maybe I'd see things differently.. I'm having one of those days! Gahh!
:)Thanks for having somthing I can vent my bile out towards.. I'm really a nice person.. but too often I wish I could just scream at some people for being silly and shallow.
Hey again...
I'm having a really shit day due to something I bought. I bought a TV tuner to record tv to my Pc and it has fucked up my pc and has caused me hours of pricking about with Vista(which is really shit by the way stay with xp)Its fixed now I think and my urge to bounce the laptop of the wall has now subsided...
be well oh Swedish one
sounds like Technofear!! as in the Young Ones.. you know..? Like machines going all bleep and stuff and bringing you down.. ;)
I hope the frustration will wear off.. take care!
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